You use to look at me with pride
I used to look at you as my bride
U used to look at me and smile
I used to look at you and think of the aisle
You look at me now and see a user
Who looked at you and saw a looser
I look at you and see a wasted chance
Am not even sure you spare me a glance
I played with your heart
Just as
I did with your skirt
I broke your trust
For a moment of lust
I have been proud and loud
Shoveling blame on your name
Yet all you did was love me
Yet all you wanted was to have me
It pains me that I discarded you
It ails me that I added her
I was just a boy having fun
Thinking I was just making a pun
I took a second to make the decision
As I was in a hurry to bake the bread
I thought she would make me happy
She just makes me snappy
I spat on you and hurt you
I know I don’t deserve to have you
To spell your name and smell you
To play and lay with you
I can’t feign the pain anymore
I will persist even if you resist
Make you cake
Sing you hymn just so you won’t look at him
I know I made my bed
I know I don’t deserve to guard your herd
All I ask is a task
To show you how to glow
Mzee Varaq
My poems
Mzee-varaq@blogspot.com
